incomprehensible

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

first things first.

so, im here again. boring day today. had piano in the morning and kinda screwed it cos i wasnt practicing. and why? cos of all the work thats piling around me. time to burn them down.

Celebrated my mum's birthday at some small restaurant in hougang area, i think. not that good at directions in the dark ar. sorry. i have so many birthdays to remember and prepare this month. the brother started the month, my cousin den this very close fren of mine, now my mum and soon to come birthdays as well. its burning a hole in my pocket. i am gonna declare bankrupt for this month man. i need to beg for alms soon to recur some lost yea.

im drained like that cracking dam in China. gonna burst open and......wadeva. cant be bothered.

why in the world can there be such a subject that torments all students instead of giving them some practical insights. its totally useless in a way and it makes no difference in our lives. Basic Media Research is its name. its BIG BIG name that screams 'COME ON! try me out and i'll blow your mind for sure.' yes, it is a mind-blowing experience. sad to say, i totally agree with the seniors about this freakin subject and i am not alone, the whole cohort seems to be dreading every second of it.

is it true that making one love the subject means making one do well at it? if that is the case den i know very well that i will never do well in this den. but no matter how, even if the skies fall or Singapore sinks or gets blown down by some cyclone or eaten by some quake, i must still get over with it to prevent myself from returning to Temasek Poly for my fourth year. yes, just for a freakin subject that only creates fear.

now i truly understand the meaning of incomprehensible.